I don't update often at all do I? haha, anyways, first off, I promise I'll upload the contents of my sketchbooks soon, there's a lotta new stuff, so, patience dears.
Secondly, I realize you probably don't care for my life and the ups and downs that come hand in hand with a 16-year-old's existance, but I am in serious need of a good... "pointless update on my pathetic existance of doom". A lot of what has been going on has influenced my work, so don't be appalled if you see "happy la-la rainbow chibi oreo land" closely followed by "death to livelihood by scissorpoint", or something to those regards. I'm kinda... in a rut right now. I feel like I'm spiraling somewhere I shouldn't be, and I'm already...addicted. And when I feel like this, I punish myself. Then I go even deeper. I feel like I just need someone to put it all in perspective and let me see clearly again. Today someone told me they'd pray for me. I've had my doubts about the Big Guy in the Sky, but for some reason this really got to me. The fact that to someone I'm so hopeless that I need celestial guidance. ahaha.
However, I must express my appreciaton to the best people in the world, my friends who without which I would be, well, nobody. They are my life, my inspiration, my reason to keep going, to keep achieving and bringing out the best in myself. I love them, so thank you guys, you all know who you are dearies. <3